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Better Left Unsaid

Sunday, August 1st, 2010

It’s probably best I don’t say much.  Its part frustration, part disappointment, with a smidgen off irritation thrown in just for good measure.  And confusion.  I’m confused.  Mixed signals aren’t better than no signal at all.

Yeah.  Frustrated.

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More Frogs Than Princes

Thursday, June 24th, 2010

And I didn’t even get kissed.

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He Said, She Said (kinda)

Tuesday, June 22nd, 2010

“I’m your Prince Charming”

(she thought to her self: But what if I kiss you and you turn into a frog?)

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Vaguely Specific

Saturday, June 12th, 2010

I have a right to be irritated when it’s justified and well earned. I don’t have to explain myself to anyone if I don’t want to. And I don’t. I just want to be irritated, let it run it’s course, and move on.

I don’t want to be mis-read or mis-led. I strive for transparency in they things I do and the ways I behave. I expect that from others and am often disappointed when it’s not reciprocated.

I’m probably too demanding. Too uptight. Too analytical. Definately too sensitive.

I’m a woman. Not a game.

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I Want My MTV

Tuesday, May 4th, 2010

(Not really. But I giggled when I thought of that as the post’s title. So it stays…)

I was driving home this afternoon and normally my radio dial stays tuned to the same station all the time. It’s all contemporary Christian with hilarious DJs and awesome music. When I get home in the evenings I don’t even try to compete with the kids for the television set. In fact, when they’re gone, the t.v. will remain off for an overwhelming majority of the time.

Why?

My standard answers before were that I liked the uplifting and encouraging music and I REALLY liked the silence from having the t.v. off as much as possible. But back to this afternoon’s drive home. I momentarily was bored from some DJ chatter and decided to flip the dials to a soft rock (don’t hate) station that was playing This Kiss by Faith Hill. Catchy tune I must say, even if it is over played and over commercialized. I made the mistake of trying to actually listen to the words as it played along. What they specifically were, now doesn’t really matter. It was a love song. And I hated it.

I can’t give my standard answers about radio and t.v. anymore. I listen to the music I listen to and avoid the television I hate because I don’t want to face any additional reminders that love is out there. I don’t need salt poured in any still healing wounds that heartache is very real and around every corner. When I listen to Christian radio I only hear love songs of the only one who will never disappoint, never leave, and never hurt me. It’s pain free radio. I don’t watch television because of all the “reality” on there. I have enough reality staring back at me in the bathroom mirror. Would I like some more reality? No thanks.

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