I always looked up to you. No matter how old we were or what had happened, I idolized you. As adults I felt us grow closer and closer with each year that passed. The time we spent together hanging out and just being in each others presence was so special to me. We shared stories and dreams, secrets and unfortunately lies. It crushed me when I found out about the lies. A foundation was shaken. I wanted to believe what you told me, wanted to be able to count on you again. But the lies…
Its so hard to move past it all. I want to forgive you. I want to put my arms around you and hug you tight and share stories and dreams and secrets once again. I want to believe in you. I want things the way they used to be. I want to believe that the lies have stopped.
My father is my hero and he has never failed me.
You are a lucky man.